I’m sorry I put so much pressure on you to be awesome. I kinda built you up to be something ah-may-zing.
Annnnnd, well, let’s be honest. The amazingness hasn’t really bowled me over. Don’t get me wrong: all sorts of awesome shiz has happened this year (including, but not limited to White House Down), but, well, the THING that I was so sure you were bringing to the table… it just ain’t turnin’ up.
We’re both to blame, really, cause I haven’t lived up to my end of the bargain, either. I had so many Big Plans that turned out to be too much. I’ve been trying to fix All The Things that turn out to need much more work than even I anticipated. I’ve been trying to break new ground on crazy ideas that could change my world. But I am swamped by to-do lists full of to-do lists, by over-analysing, by giving into fear, by being plain lazy. By words that don’t even exist in the English language. Thank Jeebus for learning Brasilian Portuguese and having a word that will be as close as I can get.
That said, we still have two more months up our sleeve before 2014 comes a’knockin’. Two months to focus on that finishing line and karate-chopping into next year. Kicking ass and taking names.
Consider this y/our wake up call.